Day 4 ( A friend)

Another day in the room. Well I don't sit in here the entire day, just most of it. I just feel comfortable in it and a bit lonely.

I have no friends and I wish I did. I wish for one every day. A best friend...
A friend that is dependable and trustworthy. A friend that would stick by my side and always be there for me. A friend who is caring , polite, thoughtful, generous, and sweet. A type of friend that would never try to hurt your feelings on purpose. It would be nice if she was around my age; 20, 21, 22, 23 or a little more.

Can such a person exist on this earth... I DOUBT IT.

It seems like I am the only one that exists who is a descent person.The last thoughtful person; where if there was a last piece of candy, I would offer it to my friend first even if I really want it myself. Maybe that is why i get taken advantage of. It is because I am too nice. After a while I got tired of being stepped on and being back stabbed, that I created a outer shell to protect myself from the outside world.